When Gen leaves for the 4x4 Challenge on Thursday, and I have to send Adam to school, Hannah and Nadia to Nanny, and there was a massive traffic congestion of 3 km because a trailer had hit the divider. So a two lane road is blocked and we have to wait for them to move the trailer to bypass the accident site.
On Friday Adam refused to take a bath and go to school and I’m running late and a bit temper-ish.
Plus, I’m working on Saturday. Crap.
On Friday Adam refused to take a bath and go to school and I’m running late and a bit temper-ish.
Plus, I’m working on Saturday. Crap.
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
Gen was back Sunday night as he promised. And I was trying hard not to tell him I miss him. I miss having him around to prepare milk for Nadia and Adam in the middle of the night. Huhu…
He looks at me, maybe to assess the seriousness of my cold shoulder treatment.
Can’t read my, can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
She got to love nobody
Can’t read my, can’t read my
No he can’t read my poker face
She got to love nobody
I won’t tell you that I love you
Kiss you or hug you
On Monday, I don’t know why I lunch with my ex-bosses, ARA and ZMT. I have been avoiding their calls politely but I’m deeply distraught and thus cannot make a right decision. We are deep in conversation, well, they are expanding, which is good and I almost nod in agreement when they offered me to work there again. What-the? I should have seen in coming. I wish I’m not in ECM having lunch with them.
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
On Tuesday (todaylah) 12.32 a.m. my phone sings Gen’s ringtone...
Dan telah ku nyanyikan kau lagu cinta
Seindahnya sinar mentari
Seanggunnya sinar rembulan
Dan telah ku nyanyikan kau lagu rindu
Kerna hati ini masih lagi lemas dalam kerinduan
Gen called. I purposely pick up after his second call. There are just so many things I want to tell him. I’m upset, he’s selfish, I’m not his air, why bother calling?
But, we went out for lunch instead.
Remember those walls I build
Well baby, they’re tumbling down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They even didn’t make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
*sigh*
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