Actually both Gen and I are not expecting any addition to the family this soon. Whatever it is, I didn’t expect that I laugh at seeing the familiar two lines on the pregnancy test pad. Neither would I expect to hear Gen laugh heartily when I told him that I’m pregnant (again!). We were having lunch eating nasi beryani at Jalan Haji Ahmad and people just stared at us as he was laughing so loud oblivious to his surroundings.
As usual, I am an emotional pregnant lady, I cried every other day without apparent reason, I have less edible food, I got cranky easily and even the slightest mistake can make me scream at my staffs. I throw up every morning, noon, evening and even in the middle of the night; I even throw up kissing Hannah and Adam. Gen is my biggest concern. When I was pregnant with Adam and Hannah, I have no problem with Gen. Lately, I cannot even be near him otherwise I will throw up easily. He has to shower first every time he came back from work or to sleep otherwise I cannot sleep. Most of the time, I sleep with his hand rubbing my back.
Yesterday, when I took Hannah for a walk, I almost throw up to the smell of wet cement. Wet cement? Yes, wet cement. I don’t even know that wet cement have a smell at all. LOL.
So much so, I think Gen is more ready for our third child compared to Hannah and Adam. When I was pregnant with Adam, we are not quite ready; I am mainly confused with my unpredictable mood swings. As such, we fought most of the time. Then, I was pregnant with Hannah when Adam was only 3 months old. So, I missed a lot of experience with Adam as he grows up as I am cranky again.
Despite all this, I love being pregnant above everything else. And my baby, though Mommy cannot feel your existence yet, I already love you so much.
And yup, thanks Nenet for the warm wishes!!
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